http://farrahsarahk.livejournal.com/ Optomist - LiveJournal.com Mon, 10 Mar 2008 23:23:55 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com farrahsarahk 15035087 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/77750940/15035087 http://farrahsarahk.livejournal.com/ 80 100 http://farrahsarahk.livejournal.com/822.html Mon, 10 Mar 2008 23:23:55 GMT http://farrahsarahk.livejournal.com/822.html &nbsp;i feel like shit<br />the weight isnt budging of me<br />its just there<br />and i keep on eating. i want to fast but my stupid mind is so fukin greedy that i have to eat one meal a day.<br />fat greedy and ugly<br />i fucking hate myself<br />everytime i stand on the scale and see myself in the mirror<br />i see fat. i feel fat. why wont it go away. its just there...<br />no matter what i do im&nbsp; always going to be fat<br />I HATE IT http://farrahsarahk.livejournal.com/822.html public 2