i feel like shit
the weight isnt budging of me
its just there
and i keep on eating. i want to fast but my stupid mind is so fukin greedy that i have to eat one meal a day.
fat greedy and ugly
i fucking hate myself
everytime i stand on the scale and see myself in the mirror
i see fat. i feel fat. why wont it go away. its just there...
no matter what i do im  always going to be fat
I HATE IT